Flawed

Man I just fucked up a good deal, and I don't know why. Is there a subconsious part of a man that drives away women that he wants to be with? What a mess I made of this last opportunity. And after all of the changes I've made I thought they were going to pay off exponentially with this woman in mind. On to the next opportunity, I guess. But I really had the feelings again. At least I know I can still have them...there were doubts. At least there were no drunken things or cheatings...or anything of significance...wait a minute! This isn't over yet. She's playing games with me. Yeah...that's it...it has to be...unless she's just heartless and a good actor. I found out that my gear compared to others is turbo charged. You poor sappy sloppy underpants boys. Bad form! If it's weak don't make it leak! At least clean it up. "OOPS! I did it again!"???? Only I know what I'm talking about here. I have to laugh at the conversation and the giggles we drew from some poor man's malfunction. I'd do it all over again if I could be with her....then and now and again. But I'm just here with a beer and a dog listening to Art Bell. Somebody's yelling "Get a life" right now I'm sure. A moment of silence please for yet another murdered relationship.

qUIET! JA YA!